today revealed a lot about myself that i would otherwise not know.mostly that however self-indulgent i feel i am being, most of the time the decisions i make are based upon the feelings of others and how i expect them to feel- i only ever indulge in my own feelings if i consider them a risk to something seen as special by me, and to try and seek some resolution so as to get over myself and consider the other. some say this means 'push-over'. i really couldn't care less. as long as the person involved is happy. that's all that matters to me. and it always will be. not necessarily a specific person's happiness, but the happiness of theirs and people i care about in general =]
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