Connie and Charlotte =]

I've always found the concept of 'best friends' quite tricky and confuddling. i've never had just one best friend, i usually have at least three or four going at the same time, and i've had a stable three best friends-Ross, Tilly and Bailes- since i was four

i never thought that i would become BEST best friends with people i have known for a little over 4 months, but now i know that i am. Connie and Charlotte are brilliant and have helped me through so much today

today has been a really hard day, which is weird cos up until about 6:00pm it had been fine and dandy, and then between 6:00 and 8:00 many horrible things happened that meant i came into the house and ranted about how crappy everything was to Charlotte, and then Connie and her helped chillax me. it didn't take long, once i rant i'm usually done with talking about the issue, and just quietly sit and mull it over in my head again and again. i think because the time we've come to know each other in, even though it has been short, has been so intense that they know me better than some people at home- they know that when i'm dealing with stuff i need someone to listen and then help, not try and help before they listen.

A lot has happened today that has forced me to look at things that i wouldn't necessarily like to look at- like how some people may not be as amazing as i first assumed they were, and how sometimes it's probably best for me to do nothing rather than think i have to do something.

It's been a hell of day.

Sex and the City now, methinks.

xXx