Wednesday 31 December 2008

by the by

i finished 'New Moon' yesterday, the follow up to 'Twilight'.

It's so very very very very fab, which meant i was reading it constantly for about 3 days =]
i read for 6 hours straight yesterday- that's how good it was!!!!!!!!!!!

seriously, one of my fave books i've ever read. i want to see the 'Twilight' film so bad!!! but i cannae find anyone to go with me-only my sister knows what i'm talking about and she hasn't finished the book yet!!

ah well, hopefully i'll find someone who has finished it or just wants to see it anyway =]

mucho lovo
xxx

Life is a dancefloor- grab it by it's disco balls =]

what a fantastic day!!!!!!!! if next year is a groovy as today then i'm in for a funk-tastic year

sorry about the inane amount of disco-like connotations being made; i'm listening to Calvin Harris. They kind of go hand in hand. like when you listen to Barry White and suddenly everything you say sounds sleazy.

so yeah- guess where i am???in fozz's room, ON THE INTERNET. that's right- amy george is wireless =]
watch out world- there's going to be a immense amount of wireless bloggage commencing...until i get back to my 'wireless enabled' room at uni, which isn't wireless enabled. Thanks Parkwood(!).

I'm really chuffed with myself- i set up the home hub all by myself!!AND IT WORKED!!!!this won't seem so marvellous if you haven't known me for over a year- you won't have experienced my computer illiteracy in it's full flow, and won't realise just how amazing it is that i touched something to do with computers and it didnt explode- as it is the laptop i'm using right now is my third, because the first one i got broke down when i got home from Pc World, and the second broke after my third day at uni. they just hate me. computers hate me.

BUT NOT TODAY!!!!!!!!=]

me and kage had such a laugh this morning too, just lying about talking about crap. tis mighty fiiine. then me and dad sat and watched a cracking war film, which is set in the same place as some of the episodes of 'Band Of Brothers' - quite posibly the greatest thing television has ever produced, along with Spaced and ER- and then i set up the home hub

now me and fozz are having a pre- new year disco in his room, which involves Calvin Harris, Gym Class Heroes, Friendly Fires and the Prodigy being played very VERY loud, whilst playing FIFA and battlefront, and dancing at the same time =] NICE.

I was watching 'Spaced', no episodes in particular, just whatever took my fancy, and some of the extras, and i just realised how in about 10 or 15 years time there could be some 18 year old girl or boy, sitting in their room chilling out watching a show i had written/co-written and thinking "This is proper legit, maybe i could do something like this". I know that might sound a bit overtly confident but i know it'll happen- what's the point of thinking otherwise? If i want to be a successful Writer/actress i can't think for a second that it won't happen, cos then it won't. i've thought it out, i know the risks- it only made me want it more =]

anyhoo, i got distracted by my own shameless self-promotion =]

today has been fab. i don't really have any new years resolutions, just happy memories from 2008. that's all i need =]

Happy New Years Eve =]

and for the last time in 2008;

mucho lovo
xxx

Sunday 28 December 2008

Woody tells it like it is

"What chance does a toy like me have against a Buzz Lightyear action figure?"

I can understand where he's coming from :S

That's a tad odd

I just wrote a fairytale themed poem whilst watching 'Jurassic Park.'
...
meh, go figure.

mucho lovo
xxx

What I might look like if I were a robot


Boredom seldom makes sense.

Saturday 27 December 2008

I miss christmas

i miss christmas.
that's about it really.
but i did realise something quite cool this morning-whilst lying in bed wishing not only that i didn't have to get up, but also that the heating would kick in soon, because it was bloody freezing- by the time i go back to uni it'll be just over a month until my 19th birthday!Yay!! although i have been warned that apparently being 19 sucks, and to enjoy 18 while i can, so it's swings and roundabouts really.

I can't believe that i've been home a week already- it's gone so fast,it sucks. but it has been a fab week.

i'm gonna go read now =]

mucho lovo
xxx

Iron man is AMAZING

Nuff said.

Oh, and Robert Downey Jr??

PHWOARSOME.

That's Phwoar and Awesome combined- and only the best of the best deserve an accolade like that. I said to fozz the only things wrong with the film is that he wasn't sweaty and sleeveless for all of it. But i could put up with the suit parts =]


mucho lovo
xxx

Friday 26 December 2008

Boxing Day Bloggage

And so another day of chrimbleness has passed (sigh). I Had ever such a good time though. The whole family was here at some point; Me, mum, dad, kage, fozz, vic, eli, david, john, jack and greg, so it was pretty packed, but it was brilliant. Mum excelled herself, as usual, and the dinner was fab, i swear to god though by the end of the day i could barely walk- everyone just sat about talking and drinking, which was ridiculously funny, seeing as Jack very quickly got very drunk, and was insisting the entire time he was fine, even though every sentence he said seemed to mysteriously mesh together, and he kept giggling at nothing. He kept talking about Jim Bean, which then turned into his old friend 'JB' and to be honest none of us knew what he was talking about- i reckon by about 9:30pm neither did he.

David and Greg came and left, but not before he promised us a display of awesome remote controlled car-ness, which fell a bit flat when the car kept starting, and then it would move about a foot and then just stop, which was funny the first two times but after that got a bit boring, and it was very cold outside, so i just went back in and sat with Kage, who had developed an addiction to Mario Kart- this was impressive seeing as it was about 10am and she had unwrapped her DS and game at 9:15am. It was very funny to watch however because she kept muttering and swearing at the screen- it was brilliant

Vic and Eli turned up, and eli was so excited it was so cute- he opened all his presents, of which his fave was this police car that drove about when you pushed a button and made all these siren noise- i have to admit i found myself playing with it too, it was pretty cool- and then we all just sat about watching National Lampoon's Christmas Vacation, which we do pretty much every year, simply because it's bloody hilarious =]

Dinner came about, and Kage cracked out the collection of false moustaches Jodie bought her, and we all sat there, facial hair abound, and took some amazing photos which i might post up later. It was so funny, fozz had one glass of wine and got tiddly which was hilarious because of the magnitude of light-weightedness he revealed. Me and vic couldn't stop laughing. The crackers, the jokes and the 'presents' inside were all crap, which made it extra brilliant, and eli proceeded to pull off all of our hats and rip them up- he didnt like them

The rest of the afternoon was basically spent sitting about, playing with eli, laughing at jack and watching crap tv- it was fab

The Doctor Who christmas special was AMAZING, and i'm so happy that after 2 years of having to admit it that the christmas episodes are usually shite i can finally say that =] it was so good, but it just reminded me that Tennant's gonna be leaving, which sucks to the max extremity of sucking. had i been drunk, i probably would've cried- true story.

My presents are fab, here be a list here be;
-The 2 follow up books to Twilight, New Moon and Eclipse (so you know what i'll be doing the first week of term =])
-a box of Lush =]
-Jaws special 2 disc edition (GET IN!!)
-Karl Lagerfeld perfume (which smells incredible)
-£50 (from relatives and do-gooders)
and the best present ever, which i blatantly wasn't expecting;
-DOCTOR WHO SERIES THREE BOXSET!!!!

i couldn't believe it - it made me a very very happy lassie mcgee =] =] =] =] =] =] =]
David Tennant and John Simm on the same DVD? who wouldn't be ecstatic??

Alas no woody doll- mum and dad said they tried desperately to find them, but apparently you can't actually buy them in the UK anymore, which makes me =[ . i've always wanted a woody doll, but i spose i'll have to make do with the film for now . god that makes me sound ungrateful...eep....

And now i'm spending my money on DVDs, which also makes me happy. or, as mum calls them "a waste of time and money". i better go now, because i just realised how long this blog is now, and everyone is having dinner, although i don't know how they can eat after yesterday!!!

i hope you had a fab christmas too

mucho lovo
xxx

Wednesday 24 December 2008

Oh my god i'm excited!!!!!!!!!

YAYAYAYAYAY!!!!!!!!!
i'm 18 years old and i still get ridiculously excited at christmas!!! our house smells like cooking now =] it's so fab!!

i love how at Christmas people you haven't seen for ages show up at your house =] we saw my Uncle Chris and Aunty Paula today, which was nice. They're like my favourites =]

Except from when Uncle Chris and me had this conversation;
Uncle Chris:So, Amy, How's University?
Me:Pretty fab, cheers uncle chris, i'm loving it
UC:Made loads of new friends?
Me:quite a few, yeah
UC:got a boyfriend yet then?
Me:Er, No
UC:Still??You didn't have one last time we saw you either, did ya?
Me:er...no, i spose i didn't-
UC:that was ages ago
Me:er, well, yeah , i mean, i spose it was-
UC:what's wrong with ya?
Me:erm, well, nothing, i just don't have a boyfriend
UC:you're not gay are you?
Me:no, i'm not gay
UC:well...get a boyfriend soon, yeah?
Me(giving him a thumbs up):I'll try...

I didn't know whether it would've been easier to lie and tell him i was gay. Maybe next time.

me, foz and kage can't hang about downstairs for too long tonight cos ma and pa have got to wrap our presents...er i mean, because Father Christmas is coming...so we're gonna watch crappy films and catch up on the IT Crowd with the help of trustworthy 4OD, which works properly all the time when i'm home, but not when i'm in kent, so there's one thing i don't miss =]

as for the rest of it....I miss it terribly =[ all of my friends, all the laughing, The late nights, the late mornings, all the randomness, how hardly anything is planned and everything is last minute- i like living like that!i got used to it!!!

But yeah- hopefully they all know who they are when i say i miss them much more than i was expecting to. i don't suppose quite a few of them will see this but i know some of them will =]

OH MY GOD IT'S CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!!!!

and to make matters more exciting- we got a microwave today!!and i don't care how sad that makes me sound- i was excited =]

=]

mucho smilage to the max extreme =]

mucho lovo and chrimble wishes of joyousness
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Merry Christmas Eve

i forgot to say it before =]

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVE!!!!!!!!

and also- i know i moaned about Nicholas 'One Face' Cage, but Con Air is seriously an amazing film.
My favourite part was when someone shot a shed and the shed blew up. That was amazing. as good as when in Rambo, i think Part II, when he shoots that guy with the bazooka and all that's left is a pair of smoking boots. Nice.

mucho lovo
xxx

Since when was having one face and one voice considered acting??

There are many things in this world that i cannot understand;
  • Why people enjoy seal clubbing. it just pisses me off. i would actually like to club all the seal clubbers with a giant club. with spikes. and other nasty things. Grr.
  • Why the law against fox hunting has had no effect. It's a bloody law people!!!!
  • Why people listen to Kate Nash and Lily Allen.
  • Why every single person in the world is not addicted to One Tree Hill. How can that be???It's amazing!!!
  • Why liking shows like Doctor Who, Heroes, Star Trek, Firefly and Buffy The Vampire Slayer instantly makes you a lesser person. Grow up.
  • Why people find Lee Evans funny. I don't get it.
  • Why Bruce Forsyth is not a Sir.
  • The appeal of Gardening...i don't get it.
  • How some people can be scared of chickens- they're not scary, they're funny!!!

But i think one of the things i find hardest to understand is the popularity of Nicholas Cage. The successful actor who can't act.

The first time i ever saw him act was when i was in the cinema and saw a trailer for that film where he knows what going to happen next...it may even be called next...anyway, after a series of unexplained explosions he said the line "you've got one last chance", in this monotonous, flat and awfully boring voice. Then there's another explosion and he then says "that was it" BUT IN EXACTLY THE SAME VOICE!!!!!

THE MAN CANNOT ACT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!how can no one else see this!!?????

In 'Face Off' he has one face and one voice. Even when he wife is threatened he even has one face and one voice!!!

Last night i saw Con Air for the first time- and i LOVED it. John Cusack, John Malkovich, Steve Buscemi and the guy who played Bubba in 'Forrest Gump' were all FAB but it was ruined by that man!!he cannot act!!!There was this one scene where he's reunited with his daughter- who has never seen before in his life- and his expression is no different from when he was saving the woman from being raped.

me and kage spent most of the film despairing at why he is successful, and how can it be that we are the only people who realise how crap he is?? My dad loves him, he's one of his faves, and my mum thinks he's a fab actor, BUT HE'S NOT!!! is it just me and kage and fozz??we think it's hilarious, but it's just annoying as well.

GET A DIFFERENT VOICE!!!YOU CAN'T ACT!!!

i actually hate him.
....

the film was bloody good though =] in a crap way. like Top Gun.

Oh Top Gun....Now i want to watch that...
But after On Tree Hill is over- i haven't seen it in 12 weeks, and i am most definitely not missing out on another hour of shouting "DAN YOU BASTARD!!", hating Peyton and feeling sorry for Nathan and Deb. oh how i've missed the incessant and ridiculous drama.

you'd think they'd have decent films on christmas eve really- and the only film i've found is high school musical. and i would rather pull out my own eyes then watch high school musical, of my own volition. the last time i watched it was because charlotte made me. i cannot remember ever swearing so viciously at a film.

now i'm gonna go chillax with my kage for a bit. probably watch dumb and dumber (get in), either that or go play Battlefront with Fozz...the possibilities are endless =]

mucho lovo
xxx

Monday 22 December 2008

Joe Wright's 2005 Pride and Predjudice

All you need to know about how i feel about this film is that the scene in the rain, in Pemberley- when Darcy declares his love for Elizabeth and she rejects him-everytime i see it i shiver- and i have seen this film more times than i care to mention.
It is one of my favourites of all time.
The way they both move forward as if to kiss, and then slip away from each other...
The slight inclination of Mr Darcy's head when he says apologises for telling her how he felt...

it just sums up everything that builds up in that scene. and i love it.


mucho lovo
xxx

succesful charity shop shop

just got back from town- i forgot how much i love Beccles!!!(sigh) me and ma had such a laugh, we went to every charity shop in town like we used to every weekend- both of us have avoided going into charity shops since i've been gone, simply because it didn't feel right to go Charity shop shopping without one another, but we got back into it pretty quickly- i got a really nice baggy blue jumper (COMFY-NESS WILL REIGN SUPREME!) and mum found this amazingly cute christmas apron that we both got really excited over- it has pockets and everything!!!!!she's gonna wear it later when we make mince pies =]

i got a few more Stephen King books, which is legendary cos i have nearly all of them now, and i found the COOLEST mug ever to add to my accidental collection- a Star Trek mug!!it's from the next generation series, which is AWESOME, so huzzah. i also got some lovely, er, 'presents' for my brother's and sisters,which i wish i could write about but i cannae cos they read this =]

me and mum just had such a laugh, it was fab. AND NOW BETHANY IS COMING OVER!!!!!

Bethany Limmer is my best mate, and i cannae wait to see her- i just know it's gonna be fab,i haven't seen her yet, so i'm well excited!!!!GET IN!!!

mucho lovo
xxx

Sunday 21 December 2008

I miss Charlotte

This is a conversation we just had on MSN;


AmyIsRad says:
i have fix up look sharp in my head
*//Charlotte says:
lol awesome
AmyIsRad says:
=]
AmyIsRad says:
i am a gangster though
*//Charlotte says:
yes you are lol
AmyIsRad says:
it's like my official theme tune
AmyIsRad says:
do gangsters have theme tunes?
*//Charlotte says:
lol sure
*//Charlotte says:
they do now



Brilliant.

I miss that girl already =[

mucho lovo
xxx

Saturday 20 December 2008

LONG blog

You have no idea just how happy i am right now.

But let's go back a day, because lots has happened since yesterday =]

Charlotte's party was INCREDIBLE. it was soo much fun, especially when Emma, James, Mark, Justin,Alex S, Kyle and Darren turned up- i really didn't think they would but they all showed up and it was SO MUCH FUN, i was smiling pretty much all the time, having such a laugh. i love those guys, i'm gonna miss them.

Woke up after Charlotte party, very, very unwell- i mean beyond hungover, and i'll elaborate in a mo- and has to run to the toilet to be sick (which is nice). I felt 100 times worse after this, and actually though i was proper mucked up- i was covered in bruises, and had a headache that could've destroyed the world, and a HUGE bump on the front of my head, which i couldn't remember being there before

it was after i'd been sick a second time that i realised that i could only remember up to a certain point in the night, and then after a certain point- and that literally there was about an hour and a half missing from the night. i was ridiculously dizzy, and could barely stand, and after having been sick for the third time and knowing full well that i hadn't drunk that much to warrant being this ill i decided to go back to bed before starting my essay.

About an hour later Jimmy told me what had happened last night, and why i was in such a bad way that day- Anna, a very tall and solid german girl had banged into me in the kitchen, pushing me and i fell into the fridge, banging my head so hard that i was knocked unconscious for about a minute. Jimmy said i was out cold, and that he had to pick me up and sit me down, holding me up. when i came to i was completely out of it, and chatting shit. but i cannot remember this at all, which is bit scary, and i did feel incredibly dizzy and sick all of yesterday, but i'm ok now, just a bit headachey =]

I spent the entire day practically with Jimmy yesterday- the girls said their, tearful, farewells at about 2 ish, so it was just him and me and we went to the library to take back books, and i handed in my history essay, then Jimmy paid for some dinner and we went back to mine to finish watching 'I Am Legend'. it was such a fab day, and i know i'm gonna miss him tons =[

back to the future now though =]


However, YESTERDAY I CAME HOME.

FINALLY!!!!!!

i'm back home in Beccles!!!!!!!!

The minute i stepped in the house it felt as if nothing had changed- millie was all over me, charlie came and gave me the BIGGEST fuss ever, which was so lovely. Fozz and Kage were still up (we got back at about 12am) and even though they both said they were going to bed we all stayed up until 2, with them making me laugh harder than i have done in the past 12 weeks, and generally just reminding me of how much i love them. although they didn't do that literally, like they didnt sit there going "remember you love us", they just did it by being there =]

Mum and Dad have been truly amazing- mum has been feeding me loads (get in) and dad had been providing much old man antics that make me smile.

sleeping in my own bed last night was weird, and at first i didnt like it, but as soon as my head hit the pillow i was fast asleep, and it was FANTASTICALLY FAB to wake up this morning, roll over and see kage on the other side of the room, hearing a "Yo, G"- it was as if i had never left. and it was perfect.

me and kage stayed up til 4 just talking, which was amazing, literally, just talking non-stop. it was ace. i really don't know if im gonna be able to leave these guys again- we'll have to see how welcoming kent looks at the end of the holiday. at the minute it's about 60:40; 40% of me want to go back to kent, 60% wants to stay. but we'll see. i can always get a transfer to UEA, i've got more than enough points if i wanted to, but that's for later debate.

everyone i've come across has been so happy to see me, which makes me say yay. Vic and eli are now here, and john was here earlier, and me and vic have already started laughing at crap again- everything's back to normal now and i'm loving it.

i'm gonna go hang on with my lads and lasses now- i love how happy that sentence makes me

mucho lovo
xxxx

Friday 19 December 2008

This is why i cannot wait to be home

Pandy should be here any minute to take me home
=]

Thursday 18 December 2008

It's all go at Marley Court

GOING HOME TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Brilliant.

The olds are coming to get me between 8 and 9 pm, and then it's a 3-4 hour journey back to the east coast!!!!!!!!


YYEEEEAAAHHH BOOOOOIIIII!!!

i cannae wait.

I'm so excited to see Look East again, so me and steffan can obsess over Jules the weather girl who never wears clothes that fit her properly-COME ON JULIE!SORT IT OUT!!

brilliant.

That's my new word now, by the way. i've had quite a few 'words' in my time, and i reckon it's one of my favourites so far...i never have more than three words on the go though- at the minute they're proper, brilliant and hardcore.

i have to admit, i stole it from the most immense show, called the Inbetweeners, where they'd basically say it after everything.
"brilliant".

i love it.


Tonight is Charlotte's party, so i'm all dressed up and, i have to admit, looking DAYM FINE, so i'm excited. i'm going to try to not blog tonight though, my drunkeness has done enough damage over the past few weeks.

tonight is probably the last opportunity i'm going to have to get IMMENSELY drunk for about a month now, seeing as Pandy don't really approve, so i'm going to make sure i make the most of it =]

that's all for today, nowt's happened cos i've been working like a little blighter =]

mucho lovo
xxx

Wednesday 17 December 2008

in need of a hug

all i can say is that there is most likely going to be some crying later on tonight.


That's all for now.


so much for not blogging a lot.

i'm such a little liar.

mucho lovo
xxx

Converchats

I just had this conversation with Charlotte about the pictures i had just put up on facebook, including a particularly bad one of her holding a knife;

Charlotte:I hate you
Me:You Love it
Charlotte:Just you wait
Me:oh aye, is that a challenge mrs?
Charlotte:tomorrow night...
Me:what our party?
Charlotte(nodding menacingly):that's right...
Me:I'm not going to be drinking much at all, and there will be no acrobatics and no pictures- Charlotte, bearing in mind the amount of alcohol you're planning on drinking you won't even be able to hold a bloody camera, let alone take pictures of me on it!!So SUCKS TO BE YOU!!
Charlotte:Well.... i'm gonna go eat some ladyfingers with jam
Me:Oh, well, well done. go for it.
(Charlotte comes back in with jam and ladyfingers)
Me:OH!so in my room, is that how it is??!!That's disgusting
Charlotte:It's not, it's my nan's recipe!
Me:what ladyfingers and jam??!!i think someone may have put the two together before her
Charlotte:NO!the jam.
Me:oh
Charlotte: i shouldn't be eating this on your bed, really
Me:it's ok, there's pen all over it
Charlotte:but it'll come out all red on your white sheets
Me:What, the pen?
Charlotte:No, the Jam
Me:Oh, don't worry, they're gonna be washed at the weekend when i go home
(Charlotte pulls a face)
Me:it's ok, i'll just tell my parents charlotte was eating Ladyfingers in my bed...hang on that sounds dodgy...


mucho lovo
xxx

No, i haven't dyed my hair so please stop asking

This was one of the first things that was said to me today;
"You're looking particularly ginger today, you dyed your hair or something?"

and i swear to god almost everyone i've spoken to today has said the same thing, stuff like "have you died your hair?It's really red!"


i even had this conversation with an old man i accidentally bumped into coming back from the shop;
Me:Oh my god, i'm ever so sorry, are you ok?
Old Man(smiling):That's alright, Red, calm down
Me(confused to the max extreme):Red?
Old Man: You hair, my dear. it's ever such a nice colour.

then my coursemate i ran into who said rather subtly "Wow, ginge, when did you decide to do that?"

!!!!!!!!!!!!! >=[ !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

There was one thing different about today, however which i assume must be the reason behind my hair had suddenly changing colour- today it was sunny.

the sun was out today in Canterbury, without a cloud in sight. the sky was, quite literally, cloudless. Which means i'm ginger. ok, so my hair goes a bit redder in the sun, whose doesn't??but ginger??

I have NOTHING against ginger haired people; my best mate ross who i've been best mates with since i was 4 is ginger, my ma is ginger, my uncle’s and auntie's are all ginger, my cat is even ginger, and believe me when i say Damien Lewis converted me to red-haired men the minute i started watching Band Of Brothers =]

But i, really, truly am not ginger. It’s probably an insult to red haired people.i have reddish brown hair, more brown than anything, no, auburn, I HAVE AUBURN COLOURED HAIR.

(sigh)
i think what the most annoying thing is is that when i said that no, i hadn't dyed my hair people didn’t believe me! whats with that?i mean, unless they've snuck into my room in the middle of the night and then dyed my hair i haven't dyed it- deal with it =]

gonna go do some essayage now

mucho lovo
xxx

PRAISE BE TO JEBUS!!

i found my diary
(whipes brow)
PHEW!!!

thank god for that.

=]

mucho lovo
xxx

Patience is a virtue

I'm waiting to use the shower so i thought i'd do a quick bout of bloggage whilst i'm free- i should imagine i won't be writing much in the next few days as i've got a fair bit to do, but when i'm home i'll probably get bored eventually so there will be mucho bloggage =]



HOME IN 2 DAYS!!



i'm so excited it's quite ridiculous. do you realise i haven't sat on a sofa in 12 weeks???!!!12 WEEKS!!!!or fussed my cats. i actually have millie and charlie withdrawal symptoms, i swear. and i get to see Eli, my nephew, again!!I'm really worried he'll have forgotten me, but one time on web cam i did this thing i do which makes him smile where i put on like this old school teacher voice, point at him and go "boy!" and he smiled =] needless to say, i cried =]



It was all go last night though, went to the library and got out A TON of books for cinema and society, finished Web CT (i didn't get below 10 on any of them, and mostly got 11-14 so i'm super chuffed =]) then i caught a bloody huge spider!! it was the size of my hand, i swear to god. i reckon that's the bugger that did away with my beloved Sanchez. i haven't mentioned him properly yet have i?



basically Sanchez is...(sob)was a garden spider that set up camp just on the ceiling above the bottom of my bed, and he was there from the second day i turned up until about week 8, when one horrible morning i woke up and he was gone =[ this is Sanchez;


Sanchez the spider; week 1-week 8 autumn term

so yeah, with a little help from Alex over msn;

Me: Alex, what do i do?!!!!!!!????
Alex:Man Up!

i was able to catch the spider and throw out of the window =] HUZZAH!!

right, i best be off, what with the showerage to be getting on with, then i've got to type up the poem i wrote last night and write another one, then hand in my stuff, come back and work off my socks.

this is the first time i've had to wait to use he shower since i've been here....hmmmm

mucho lovo
xxx

Tuesday 16 December 2008

Early to bed, Early to rise

except i don't think whoever wrote that meant if you go to bed early in the morning you will wake up a few hours later, early in the morning and not be able to go back to sleep =]

me and Charlotte has ever such a laugh though, with our 'Epic' all nighter which lasted until 1:30am, when we both thought we were going to die we were so tired =] HARDCORE!!

here is some of the epic-ness;


Charlotte, 'Hard at work';




I wasn't really proclaiming my love for Red Bull at 4:30 though, believe me. and it gives you the most Hardcore headache ever;




I was feeling a tad low by the time it had gotten to 11pm and there appeared to be no end in sight;



I thought it would be funny to creep up on Charlotte and take a photo of her making a sandwich- after i took this photo i didn't do it again. this was the last picture i took with my camera that night...and the last time i was seen alive...;




However I had consumed 4 Red Bulls by the time we decided to sleep, and even though I was so tired I couldn’t hear properly my brain had other plans and went into overdrive, so I didn’t get to sleep until about 4:30 am, only to be woken up by my ma at 7:30 this morning, which sounded a lot like this;

(the ‘Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles’ Theme Tune blasts from my phone and makes me jump so hard I half fall out of bed but manage to claw my way back in)
Me: HUH???!!!Who??
(I pick up)
Me: Hjhuhashkhduh (translation: “Hello?”)
Mum: Hello darling!!!
Me: hjhjhsdhs mum (translation: “Hi mum”)
Mum: I couldn’t remember if I was supposed to wake you up today-
Me: No, ma...No you weren’t...It’s my reading week
Mum: Oh, sorry! (laughs)
Me: (Moans)
Mum: Well I didn’t know, no one told me!!
(I distinctly remember telling her yesterday not to phone because I didn’t need to get up)
Me: (chuckles weakly) heh heh...urgh
Mum: Should I let you get back to sleep then?
Me: Yes please mum
Mum: Ok darling, talk later
Me: uh-huh, Ok
Mum: I Love you bye!
Me: uh-huh, ok then (hangs up)

She then proceeded to phone again at 8:10am to sing “sleeps to Santa” down the phone to me.

But I have to let her off because today is her birthday!!!
YAY!!Happy birthday Mumsy!!!

Yeah, so I didn’t get back to sleep after that, so I reckon some mid-afternoon nappage is in order =]

GET IN.
so yeah, a lesson was learnt by moi; don't drink Red Bull anymore.so at least some good came out of last night...
oh yeah, an finishing the essay- that was cool =]
mucho lovo
xxx




cannae sleep

ah well

my headache has dies down a bit now, so it's not too bad, it's just annoying cos i wanna get up early to do workage.

wow...it's nearly three!god today has been so weird, the first part of it went ridiculously fast, and then after 6 it all slowed down...dunno what thats about =]

mucho lovo
xxx

woah tired

i really wanted to finish web ct tonight, but my head is hurting so badly it's starting to make me feel sick.

(sigh)
at least i tried. i actually did try;
i usually get about 10-12/15, never lower than 10.
first time i tried one about 20 minutes ago i got 7/15

it's not worth it.

it's time for bed now i reckon.


nite nite

mucho lovo
xxxxx

Christabell-end

I'VE FINISHED MY ROMANTIC ESSAY!!!!!!!

yeah baby!!!!
2 down, 1 and 6 grammar online tests to go!!

WOO-HOOO!!!!!!!!!!

mucho lovo
xxx

Monday 15 December 2008

i dont even have enough time to spaz out about not having enough time

ohmygodohmygodohmygod

I literally am not going to sleep for about 4 days-I DON'T HAVE BLOODY TIME TO.

i'm actually going to die.

i didnt think i was capable of being stressier than last time but guess what?i am.

ok i'm gonna stop writing now.

i don't have anymore time =[

mucho lovo
xxx

i feel i am slightly scuppered

oh deary me diedre.

things have not gone to plan this weekend.

time to do some work- i need to stop thinking about stuff that doesn't matter and start to do work.

But first it's laundry day, but i think i misjudged how much i haven't got to wear now; i'm sitting here in one of my going out dresses because they're pretty much all of the clothes i have left now =[

it was either be ridiculously dressed up or wear skank clothes...
i chose dressed up.

but only cos i've got to go outside to do my laundry where people can see me; if it wasn't for laundry i wouldn't be going out today and the only people who would've seen me would be my housemates- and they already know i'm a skank =]

right- onward and upward.

mucho lovo
xxx

THE 100TH POST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oh wow!!!!!!!!!

100!!

that's a big ol' number my friend.

And the funny thing is that all of the stuff i was thinking about writing on here really has none of the grandeur that comes with the 100th blog- i didn't realise until i saw the last one was my 99th. god how awful would it be if i post this and it turns out its only my 73rd or something?

well, ok, awful might be a tad dramatic but bad times all the same.

so yeah i've stayed up too late again, watching sex and the city. i swear i could just write "i stayed up late watching..." and then leave it at that and people would know what i was saying. it'd save me breath lol

but it's ok- no lectures or gubbins all week, just ALOT of work. so far i've only done;

  • Creative writing essay
  • 1300(ish)words of my romanticism essay
  • 3 of the 9 grammar online tests

so i've fallen behind schedule, but it'll be ok.

ITS ALL GOOD IN THE HOOD MY BLOG BRETHREN.

my family got their Christmas tree today- it's the first time EVER that i have missed the purchasing of a tree and the placing of it in our room, so i had a bit of a cry down the phone to my Pandy. i feel i should explain 'Pandy'- my mum and dad's names are Patricia and Andrew, or Pat and Andy, and so i call them 'Pandy', like Brangelina, or whatever. it's just easier =] i don't think i ever call them mum and dad really. they have more nicknames then my mates. My mum's are Mumsy, crazy cat lady, crazy lady and my dad's are Michael Caine, Old Man, Gay Old Man, Superblastoman and collectively they are Old People, The Olds or Pandy.

ok, to celebrate my 100th Blog i am going to list 100 things in my room right now- i know this is lame but it's 2 in the morning and impromptu, so enjoy;

  1. A garden Gnome
  2. sellotape
  3. my phone
  4. my ugg slippers
  5. headphones
  6. ministry of sound alarm clock(too cool for school)
  7. robot mug
  8. red sunglasses that kind of look like Ray Ban but didn't cost me £120 =]
  9. laundry
  10. a framed picture of WHAM!
  11. a tiara
  12. a bible
  13. a photo album
  14. a where's wally?hat
  15. some large, fake butterfly wings
  16. a picture of my house
  17. a doctor who flannel
  18. my t-shirt from the graffiti party
  19. my coat
  20. a knitted yellow scarf an old lady on my Dad's posty round made for me
  21. stamps
  22. a model of the millennium falcon that when you move the 'wheels' the back lights up
  23. Mind the Gap plate from London
  24. letters from my family
  25. my 'Paper Pet's corner'
  26. an (empty) slush puppie cup
  27. my keys
  28. Richard Hammond's autobiography (swoon, i love him)
  29. frog earrings which i bought cos they made me laugh
  30. My Muse tickets, framed
  31. A prom dress
  32. a leavers ball dress
  33. a dress i wore for my 16th birthday party, and this years snow ball
  34. Shaun the sheep pyjamas
  35. robot pyjamas (my FAVE)
  36. A stuffed purple dog toy called 'Purple Dog'
  37. A stuffed Orange Teddy called 'Orange Ted' (who's older than me by the way)
  38. A stuffed fat cat called 'Charlie cat'
  39. A stuffed Black cat toy called 'Millie cat'
  40. A stuffed Tigress toy called 'Safi' after a tiger on 'Big Cat diary' i saw when i was 12 years old
  41. a transformers poster
  42. a jaws poster
  43. a back to the future poster
  44. another transformers poster
  45. another transformers poster (I LOVE IT)
  46. a muse poster
  47. a christmas hat
  48. christmas cards
  49. super glue
  50. my camera- Samsung NV4 Multimedia centre it is BEAUTIFUL
  51. my fave green cardy
  52. a green towel
  53. a yellow towel
  54. muddy shoes
  55. sex and the city boxset
  56. doctor who series 1 boxset
  57. doctor who series 2 boxset
  58. shower box
  59. my diary
  60. a stephen king novel
  61. a stephen king novel
  62. a stephen king novel
  63. a stephen king novel
  64. a stephen king novel
  65. a stephen king novel
  66. a stephen king novel
  67. a stephen king novel
  68. a stephen king novel
  69. a stephen king novel
  70. a stephen king novel
  71. a stephen king novel
  72. a stephen king novel
  73. a stephen king novel
  74. a guitar
  75. a spinny office chair
  76. a cat cushion
  77. a pink cushion
  78. spaced boxset
  79. life on mars series 1 boxset
  80. life on mars series 2 boxset
  81. we are scientists ticket
  82. a billy the blood drop sticky thing
  83. calendar
  84. a cat's protection league kitten calendar
  85. fratellis poster
  86. a spatula i've drawn on
  87. a ticket to see ed byrne
  88. scissors
  89. a card i made for richard's birthday (HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!)
  90. an edward monkton notebook
  91. make up bag
  92. hairdryer
  93. hairbrush
  94. deodorant
  95. talcum powder
  96. lysine balm
  97. Aussie heat protection spray
  98. cd's
  99. a doctor who bin that makes a dalek and tardis noise
  100. pictures of my friends and family on the wall next to my bed

and there you have it.

if you got through that then you truly are a real american hero

=]

time to stop blogging now methinks- maybe another episode of sex and the city and then bed...

hey, i said maybe =]

mucho lovo
xxx

Sunday 14 December 2008

hangover; the deluxe edition

oh my god it came back.

But it went...it actually went...

why didn't it stay gone???!!!

who does that to a person??
...
oh my god i feel so ill...

ok, it's time to lie down now.

mucho lovo
xxx

Superblastoman always saves me =]

My dad, Michael Caine, is a living legend.

he's not really Michael Caine, but he's from Basildon, Essex and when he gets annoyed at something or angry at something and shouts he sounds exactly like Michael Caine, which is not only hilarious but means that he can never be annoyed or angry for long- i just say "Hey, when did Michael Caine turn up?" and he starts laughing =]

some say i have my father wrapped around my little finger...i would say that it's taken me 18 years of conditioning and training and that i earned it =]

But he is, quite simply, the fabbest, bestest man in the world ever, and he is MY DADDY. DADDY-DAUGHTER DAYS FTW!!!

he's there for all of us whenever- if i can't sleep, or have a terrible day, if i want to phone him at 3 in the morning and talk on the web cam he does it- even though he is a postman and has to get up at like 4:30am every morning. i don't know any other person who is that dedicated to the people they love, apart from my ma, and i consider myself to be quite possibly the luckiest little girly in the world.

Pandy; Your Ames-The-Squames loves you muchly

I can't wait until they both get here on friday night-it's like i said to dad "We're going to be able to see each other, but like in a real kind of way, not in a 'Our web cam's make us look like pokemon' kind of way"

my mum made me laugh- after we finished talking on the phone she meant to hang up but didn't and all i her was this shuffling and then "What's the hell is this crap?" whilst i was going "MUM!!MUUUUM!!HANG UP!!!!" it was all very Peter Kay, i have to admit =]

i had Christmas dinner today at No1-we had such a fab time;


(sigh)

i went for a wander earlier to clear my head and ran into Emma, which was lovely, she has a knack for making people smile that lass

the walk was ok, but i got lost and ended up outside the Virginia Woolf building which couldn't be further from my house if i tried, but it was ok cos the weather is behaving itself a bit more now

gonna go do work now =]

mucho lovo
xxx

I can't find my Ant-feelers

which sucks cos i really like that headband- it's the work headband that i wear to keep my fringe out of my eyes when i'm working and writing

i remember one of the straws came off so i took it off but i thought i put it in my bag...

hmm....

where's Sherlock Holmes when you need him?

mucho lovo
xxxx

A Party

Was ridculously good, except i got far too drunk.
and i slipped over in mud, but no one saw =]
I was the finest looking ant for miles and miles around.

now i'm a little hungover, and still a little drunk methinks, but otherwise splendiforous.

splendiforous??...yeah, i think i still a bit drunk

=]

essay writage and web ct time oh huzzah

mucho lovo
xxx

Saturday 13 December 2008

i didn't finish the essay

serves me right i spose for going on about how much i had done.

i got to about 1, 100 and just gave up, which is quite lazy considering the word count is only 1500 min limit, but that's what kind of mood i'm in today; a lazy one.

so now i'm sat despairing at my own uselessness, and trying to decide whether to have my hair up or down tonight- all the important things of course

mucho lovo
xxx

Brotherly Love

i just had this conversation with my younger brother Joe (hereafter known as Foz)

Me:FOOOZ!!!u'rite lad?
Foz:hey ames, yeah i'm good good, how bout you?
Me:I'm alright, cheers. Hey Foz, guess what?
Foz:What?
Me:I'm gonna be home next Saturday!!!!!
Foz:(sighing)Yeah, i know, you said yesterday
Me:Hey!bit harsh, aren't you excited?
Foz:Yeah i'm excited- you being home means it's nearly Christmas.

yep-my brother is using my absence as a measure of how close it is to Christmas.

I do love my brother.


mucho lovo
xxxxxx

oh dear

I was supposed to go to bed at 11.

I went to bed at 2:30.

I was supposed to get up at 9.

I got up at 12.

"and that's all i have to say about that."*



Mucho lovo
xxx






*If you know what film this quote comes from then you can consider yourself hardcore.

Friday 12 December 2008

Stereotyping is a bitch

Things I did tonight that are considered to be cliche for an 18year old single, female, Univeristy English student to do;
  • Watched Sex and the City
  • Had some ice-cream
  • Stayed up late even though i'm shattered
  • Wrote a poem

Things i did tonight that aren't considered to be so much so with the cliche, more with the "er...what?"

  • Designed an outfit that will make me look like an ant.

...You LOVE it.

you know, sometimes people just don't get that i'm a little extraordinary.

other times they do...

I like those times. They're good for laughs.

=]

mucho lovo
xxx

i've had ever such a wierd day

probably due to the fact yesterday finished at 4:30am this morning.

I woke up at 9 on the dot, had a shower, was in town until 12:30,got home and tidied my room, i then 'did work' for a bit, then i actually did some work, then i went to the library and did more work and then fell asleep in the library for about 20 minutes and was woken up by my phone, now i'm home, shattered, not very vocal at all, and generally just meh.



It has been an odd day.

By the way- i am well aware of the appallingness of the last blog- i swear to god if i stay up for long enough i'm worse than i am when i'm drunk

mucho lovo
xxx

i finshed it

i finally finshed my essay for creativew ting =]
and it took me 9 hours it total
and now i am seiously tired

i'm gonna go sleep now =]

nite nite
mucho lovo]
xxxxxxxxxx

Thursday 11 December 2008

let it be known

i will commence writing my poetry essay again at 7pm GMT on Thursday 11th December, in accordance with 'Amy's official plan of the day'.

No sooner no later.
I have rules as to things i can and can't do once this time has started;
  1. I will not watch anymore Sex and the City until my essay is finished (NOOOOO!!!sobs brokenly into her boxset)
  2. I will be allowed a glass of banana milkshake after i have written 1000 words
  3. I can have as many cups of tea/coffee as i wish during the time it takes me to write the essay, but only if i don't get distracted whilst making it
  4. I will not go on Facebook until i have finished my essay (NOOOOO!!!sobs brokenly into her laptop)
  5. I will have my phone switched off during writing time
  6. I will put my internet cable in the kitchen and will not retrieve it until i have finished writing
  7. i will finish the essay by 9am Friday 12th December

Them's the rules =]

and now, in the immortal words of Jack Black, School of Rock, 2004;

"LET'S GET ROCKIN'!!!!"

wish me luck =]

mucho lovo
xxx

The Coco Pops monkey vs The artist formerly known as Montefiore

(sigh)
It's finally over. 10 weeks of record breaking nothingness is done and dusted.
she went out with a bang though- she turned up 10 minutes late, didn't know Sam's name, even though he talks in every seminar, and then after another 20 minutes she said "shall we leave now, i feel like a cup of coffee".
and so it ended.

I've got to go and see her this Monday to get back my poems and feedback- we handed them in about 5 weeks ago (well the others did- mine was handed in about 2 weeks ago) and she still hasn't marked them, so we're getting them back, with feedback, 4 days before our portfolio is due in. she's too good to us, is Jan.

Me and Sam had quite a laugh, once he'd gotten over being forgotten- we decided 'Jan' should be a derogatory term used against people, so everytime someone was being stupid or annoying (Ellie) we'd say "Oh my god, you're such a Jan" or "what are you doing that for you big Jan?" or, my personal favourite "why don't you just Jan off?". it was tres funny, and we were laughing right in front of her but she either didn't notice or occasionally joined in with our giggling.

God, she is mad.

I got myself some cereal that doesn't taste of dust, finally =]
i got a kellog's variety pack, i was so excited, my cupboard is like the Kingdom of Kellog's now, and i love it. I had Coco Pops today, retro chic i know, and was stunned to learn that the Coco Pops Monkey's name is actually Coco. But i never realised before that he even had a name, i though he was just a symbol, like The Artist Formerley Known As Prince but he actually has a name. Who'd have thunk it?

On the way back from the seminar me and Greg found the most amazing thing ever- A CAT!!it was this gorgeous brown and cream persian, and it was so fussy!!!it was so fab and nice to see a cat again and i couldn't leave it alone, i was fussing it for like 10 minutes =] it's the first time i've seen a cat in about 11 weeks, and for someone who is used to having cats around them all the time it was hard to suddenly have none around you, ever. it was just so lovely to see one again, but now i really miss Charlie and Millie, my lovely girlies =[ Christmas soon though =] HUZZAH!!

i'm gonna go now- i'm gonna have a couple of hours kip before all the workage i need to do

much lovo
xxx

HUZZAH FOR FORGETFULNESS THAT LEADS TO A PLEASANT SURPRISE AT 1:11AM!!!!

I couldn't be happier and more relieved even if i tried =]

i was just lying in bed, eyes wide open, glaring at the ceiling above my head and cursing the day i thought it'd be a good idea to leave everything to the last minute.
I couldn't sleep at all.
I realised, in the time it took me to tidy my room a little bit, and find Orange Ted for a much needed bedtime cuddle, that i had;
  • 3 essays
  • 6 grammar tests
  • 1 poetry portfolio

to do, and no time to do them in.

you see, my cinema and society essay is due in on the 15Th, which would be Monday, which would mean i had 5 days to do it in. BUT i also had a the Poetry essay to finish, because i had started it today, and i had yet to start my Romanticism one, or the 6 grammar tests, plus the books that i needed for the cinema and society essay weren't in the library, so i would need to get them out, but they were only 24 hour loans, so in between doing everything else i would have to quickly scan through them and do all the research and everything was, and it was all very jumbled in my head.

everything was so jumbled in my head that i didn't realise, until i got up to turn on my light and caught a glance of myself in the mirror, that i was frowning- which freaked me out because it is seriously something i never, ever do, which sounds stupid, but i just don't. i don't frown.

but then i thought "well, Amy, maybe you muddled up the dates, maybe they're not all in at the same time or so soon, there must be some leeway", which is clutching at straws, i know, but i was very taken aback by my frowning scenario.

so i looked at the Poetry deadlines first- the were all the same as i had thought.
next was the Romanticism essay- it was the same as i had thought.
then grammar online- nope, that was the same too. by this point i didn't need a mirror to tell me the frown had returned.

and then came Cinema and Society.
with a heavy heart, and even heavier brow, i lazily shuffled through my folder to find the essay sheet list, and my chest sank as i read;
"must be handed in at the School of History Office, 4pm on Monday 15Th December..."

and i thought i was going to cry.

but then i noticed there was a hyphen next to "15Th December" and read on to see this;


"must be handed in at the School of History Office, 4pm on Monday 15Th December- Friday 19Th December".

My jaw dropped.
i had been right- i really was that much of a fool to have muddled up the dates!!

for the first time in my 18 years of life i was thankful that i was a ridiculously forgetful and easily confused Muppet =]

I FINALLY HAD TIME TO DO THINGS!!!!!

i proceeded to jump about in my room a bit, Orange Ted in one hand, sheet of essays in the other, and then phoned my dad- yep at 1 in the morning - to tell him the good news =] and like the legend that he is he listened, and even congratulated me on my new happy state .

after i had kept my dad awake for too long, i instantly drew up a timetable in my mind-
Thursday; FINISH POETRY ESSAY.
Friday; Start Romanticism Essay
Saturday; FINISH ROMANTICISM ESSAY
Sunday;FINISH WEB CT
Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday; START/FINISH CINEMA AND SOCIETY ESSAY.

and that, my friends, is how it is done.

=]

mucho lovo
xxx

Wednesday 10 December 2008

Not my finest hour, but tomorrow it shall be Monty's last

meh.

so yeah, i wrote 363 words in the end for my creative writing essay. only 1, 136 left!oh huzzah.but i don't get any medal for the amount of workage i did today. i would, however, win the medal for being the most randomly and violently sick, if there were such a thing- nice =]

my throat is CANING, proper, proper bad, but i am just hoping it's a cough and nowt worse, cos i can't be dealing with that, with all the work i've got to do . but i'm not freaking out about my work yet, actually, cos i know i'm gonna do it, it's just a case of getting to it, and getting to it i shall.

i am freaking out, however, because i can't find my diary anywhere. This is, potentially, terrifying, because i carry it with me pretty much everywhere , and it has stuff in their that i would rather people didn't know. nothing bad, just stuff i think mostly and er...well...it's just bad times if someone reads it. anyone, actually. so yeah...ARGH!!i really hope i haven't left in a lecture room, or on the bus or something stupid, but i went to go write in it this morning and it has gone. oh my god i really hope i find it!!!!!

so yeah, i'm stopping work now, i have a headache again, plus it's early to bed tonight, cos i've got my last seminar with Montefiore tomorrow and i wan't to be awake enough so that i can get there and fall asleep again =]
and laugh. a lot.

oh monty, you old dog. you won't be missed at all =]

mucho lovo
xxx

AMY GEORGE IS OMEGA GREY

I have made the greatest discovery in the history of the last 25 minutes;

http://wordsmith.org/anagram/

You type in whatever phrase or name you want, or whatever, and it gives you all of the anagrams that you can make using the words you provided!!

i have had quite a lot of fun with mine, these are some of my favourites;
Amy George
-Omega Grey
-Age me orgy
-Gayer me go

Personally, i think 'Omega Grey' is seriously cool, and the next pet i have is going to be called 'Omega Grey'. If it ever gets lost people would be able to work out who it belonged to from the name- it'd be like a mini puzzle =]


Amy Victoria George (Full Name)
-A cigaret movie orgy
-A cagy groovier time
-A ragtime voice orgy
-a ace giver grimy too (oh my god i laughed)
-a image victory ogre
-a ace time giver orgy
-a erotica over my gig


I don't know why so many of mine were dirty, but they were which made me laugh quite alot =]

here are my housemates best ones;
Charlotte Cliffe is Facelift Chortle
Claire Fearn is Crane Flier
Jasmine Davey is Deejay Mavins
Zoe Smithson is Moshes Zit On

I'm feeling quite a bit better now by the by; my temperature has gone down now, and my head doesn't hurt anymore =]

okay, back to work...that is, i need to start doing work now =]


mucho lovo
xxx

I really think I'm ill now.

=[

eating is most definitely off of the agenda, as i found out halfway through my dinner, which is a lovely thought, really, isn't it?

i actually can't remember the last time i was sick properly. you know, not due to drinking but because i was ill, and i'd forgotten how much it sucks. i'm in the house all by myself as well, so i don't even have anyone to give me some loving sympathy =[

oh my god, i'm so hot. and my throat has been replaced with some kind of painful evil thing that doesn't want me to be able to drink at all . i'm so tired =[

i had a little cry after i was sick, and then called my dad. what i really needed was a hug but there was no one around, so calling home was the next best thing. i really hope someone comes back soon, or someone comes round or something cos i hate being by myself.

=[

sorry for moaning again =]

mucho lovo
xxx

Just my Luck

I really don't think i could feel more ill if i tried this morning. My headache is steadily creeping in again, my back hurts, i have a really high temperature, my throats feels like somebody has set fire to it and i'm exhausted- even though i slept straight for over 10 hours it still took me 2 to actually get out of bed. moany moan whiney whine.

but i have to cast that all aside, for today is a working day =] and so is tomorrow.and friday.and saturday.and sunday.....you get the picture.

So yeah. by tonight i, hopefully, will have finished Web CT, and written half of an essay, either my romantic one or the poetry one.

all i have to do now is concentrate on not dying and not sleeping. which means i should probably stop lying on my bed, seeing as even as i'm writing this i can feel my eyelids getting heavier...maybe if i put a film on or some music.

mucho lovo
xxxxx

Tuesday 9 December 2008

why is it that we want what we can't have?

Ok, so not only has my headache not gone away yet, but i now have the guilt that comes with having eaten half a tub of Ben and Jerry's all by yourself.

urgh, i'm gonna get fat.

urgh.

i have to admit, as much as i hate to, i'm feeling a little sorry for myself which is stupid because things in my life are actually going fantastically; i have a fab family counting down the days until i'm home; i have two AMAZING cats too, who i am SO excited to see again, i miss them so much; i have great old friends back home and brilliant new friends here; i have the comfort of knowing i'll have a job when i go home this Christmas (go somerfield woop woop); and i have the opportunity to be in a full time education, learning about stuff i love so that i can have a job i know i'm going to love.

I have all of that, and so much more. so why am i feeling sorry for myself?

Because there's one thing i can't have.

and he is driving me crazy...


mucho lovo
xxx

Semi-Live Blog; Napping at the age of 18yrs10months; Coolness; Robert Carlyle

Poetry Lecture

2:22pm
Okay, 20 minutes in, and I'm already ready to find out whether spontaneous combustion is an option out. oh my god, oh my god. I actually cannot remember anything she's just said, she's like the back round music to the land where time stands still. I am steadily growing more and more tired, so thank god her voice is so croaky and occasionally shrill. She keeps making me jump and it wakes me up.

2:29pm
This is crap to a level i didn't believe existed.

2:30pm
everytime she goes to read something she takes her glasses off, even though she blatantly needs them, they're as thick as her arm...
At least she appears to have brushed her hair today.

2:31pm
She's talking about syrup now- good times.

Cinema and Society

3:05pm
All you need to know about the rest of the poetry lecture is that me and Alex spent it designing futuristic ice-creams and discussing whether or not the forbidden love between wasps and robot-Jews will ever have a chance in this world =]

-------------------------------
so yeah, that's my day

i know have a splitting headache, despite the fact i have a glass of banana milkshake in my hand, and I'm probably going to have a nap before i do some work, cos I'm hardcore like that =]

NAP TIME!!!!!!!!!

i do love naps. i wonder why they're called 'naps'?
i wish i could do that micro sleep thing, that would be so cool. I'd just tell everyone that i could do it, it'd be like;
Randomer:Hey, did you see the news this morning?
Me:SSHHH!! i am trying to micro sleep
Randomer:wow, what's that?
Me:...

Actually, what does micro sleep mean?i know it sounds cool, but just because something sounds cool doesn't mean it is. My dad used to have a irish friend who was called Bob McCool (true story), but he wasn't very cool- he had a handlebar moustache.

On the way home from cinema and society i saw a bloke who looked EXACTLY like Robert Carlyle, to a point where i almost ran over to him going "OH MY GOD YOU'RE ROBERT CARLYLE!!!!!!!!" but it wasn't him, so thank god i didn't, but now i really really really REALLY wanna see The Full Monty, but i haven't got it on DVD =[ i don't know why either, cos it's one of my favourite films of all time, ever. hmmm....

mucho lovo
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